The No Longer Poor House...
As I was cleaning the last of the last
out of my old home, it dawned on me how much I had and yet always in
that house I felt so very poor. The key word is felt. I was rich
beyond my earlier dreams really but in that house, all fourteen rooms
(yes 14 rooms) I had always felt poor.
From before I signed on the dotted
line over ten years ago, I had strongly felt I really couldn't afford
that house by myself. I was wrong of course in some ways but that
house had tremendous lessons for me within its walls as well as it's
almost 2 acre garden area. In some ways I was right because
energetically I had set the precedent before ever moving one book,
box or bobble into that massive 3400 square feet of space. It was a
precedent of thought and more importantly emotion that constituted
the flow in that house. In other words I set the energy tone for me
and the house in some ways before I ever really moved in with my
family.
The two car garage held about half of
the things I had that remained. Over half of it was taken up by
those vintage and somewhat antique possessions. Yet I had always
felt lack in that house, poor in other words.
At one time the over 18 feet of book
case and cabinet below had been filled to the brim with books, games,
chachkas and all manner of things bought. Yet my feeling deep within
resided there as well as those books collecting dust upon the
shelves.
At some point, I'm not certain as to
where, both I and that house became a massive mental and physical
wreck as I couldn't keep anything organized or clean. My energy
drained in every facet of that house probably from the intent I set
all those years before.
In that house though I had been a very
rich woman in all reality. Why do I say that? Simple, if I were to
take anyone from a village in China, South Africa, Nicaragua, The
Appalachians or a native american reservation here in the US, they
would have thought I lived like a queen. I had four bathrooms and
five bedrooms always at my disposal. I had running water in each as
well. There were facilities to do everything from washing and drying
my laundry to having the dishes washed by machine. My appliances
were not state of the art but things stayed cold and who wouldn't
dream of two refrigerators just a few steps apart!
But to me, I think of it as the No
Longer Poor House because to me it was where I was given so many
lessons the last of all the amazement of how rich I really am.
As I learned from an amazing teacher,
lack or feeling poor is really a feeling or many feelings we have
within ourselves. What we broadcast out we receive back like
watching the wave of a pepple after we toss it into a little pond. I
learned I'm not poor, I AM rich in everything. I have a beautiful
motorhome, my fur babies, my loved ones, water, food, electricity and
so much more. Things don't really make us rich, it's something from
within.
Energy of our being is something
within. In that house I learned more about my mediumship abilities
and other abilities than in all the thirty plus years before. In
that house I learned so much about energy in so many forms it would
take a book to write most of it down. In that house I learned to
really allow myself to decorate with my imagination. There I also
learned to some degree the art of letting go and letting God. It was
also learning about intentions, feelings, shielding, and so much
more.
I know as I write this there are still
elements of that thinking I have to dispel for my own benefit and
possibly others as well. Clearing my energy and really taking in the
wonderment of what Creator gives me/us in all things is part of this.
I know as I can feel it I have more work to do in this area and work
I will do gladly.
But why did I set that intention when
I first bought the house? Perhaps it was my soul knowing lessons were
on the way. Perhaps my inner being that soul self knew I had many
things to clear that were lying deeply within my being needed to be
raised to the surface, dealt with and dismissed to have more of a
future in which I can be of service.
With all that house held for me and
the marvelous teachers from afar that I was guided to by Creator to
me is nothing short of miraculous. The latest of which opened doors
for me on so many levels, there for me are no words only feeling that
can express my deepest appreciation and gratitude. Creator works in
amazing ways.
A VERY Special Thank You
to ALL those who have
helped Guide and Teach with Love....
Kelly Chamchuk of
Lumasoul, Cassandra Bowen
http://goldenhandsholisticcentre.weebly.com/, LuAnn, Laurie, Eveline,
DL and ML, Kathy V.,
My Fellow Flow-ers
My Fellow “Cooks”
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