I've had so much on my shoulders and as with all of us we attract what we need to learn and grow from.
Boy did I have some lessons!!
This has been a long dark night of the soul time in my life.
So much reflection, internal shifting, changing and clearing that
it's hard to know where to begin to say really.
My perspectives on so many things have changed. Like a
caterpillar shielding itself with its outer skin, going deep within
for shifts, changes and emerges with wings, that's kind of how I
feel. I'm still in the "drying off stages" where the
wings are new to me and I'm not sure where to light to or fly to.
Creator will show me, of that I'm sure.
As I put my thoughts and feelings into a new lovely smaller home
with all the things I'll need for the start of this next series of
chapters, I know it is so.
There have been marvelous teachers on the way of this Journey of
the Soul. Those who knew when to aid me in my quest and those
who knew when I needed their silence in order to find those roots and
teathers of unneeded thought and deeply implanted ideas and beliefs
in order to remove them as they needed to be. If I hadn't gone deep
within the soul through all sorts of things journaling, past life
regression, meditation and simple reflection and digging, these
shifts and changes could not have occurred. No one can do this
type of thing for you. It must come from within with a deep desire.
It's been a long, long road over 2 years in the making on this
part alone. Life long in many aspects... Now it's time to leave
the safety of the road and take to the skies...Flying with what
Creator is guiding me to do and what my internal pulling is directing
me to do as well.
I'll be starting a new blog for this very special part of my
life, Natural Listening – Going Back to Nature is the title
of it. This will be where I share some of what is going on with this
facet of my life.
What I've decided to do is what my partner and I want to do
together some day. The timing isn't right for that at the moment,
but it doesn't prevent me from doing it for myself now, today. I've
been working on the plans, land possibilities and many other things
in order to go further back to Nature, further into being more with
Doing this doesn't mean doing without, it means doing WITH.
Doing with what the sun and wind give us every day to drive the
necessities of a modern home. Doing with Nature not against Her.
Using the water the heavens and earth gives and using it to the best
of my abilities, putting in separate systems for grey water for the
gardens etc. Creating a Union with Mother Earth and some modern
conveniences is my goal.
I hope you will stop by from time to time and see what progress
is being made. Thank you and as always Many Blessings, Ada