This morning I woke
up at what my oldest brother would have termed “O’dark thirty.”
My first chores of the morning are always tea for myself and
breakfast for my feline crew. They have to wait for mum to have a
good cuppa before breakfast however they may watch and not so
silently complain sometimes. It’s the only way to ensure I’m
awake enough to get it right and not trip over a tail twitching on
the floor.
As I sit here with
my tea, watching out the windows, I give thanks to the Creator for
everything in my life. Every morning warm tea, warming my hands,
bringing me around to a more functional me and being so thankful for
just being here another day. This morning as I sat here I felt
something more though, I noticed a little difference, a little shift
if you will.
It’s not only me
in here that is so very grateful for the warmer air. Early on as I
sat here with my tea, I opened the window in my living room area,
immediately I noticed my fur cats pick up as the twilight was upon
us, the sounds of birds filled our space. Their energy brightened as
mine was doing this morning and they helped me make the deep down
connection within. As I watched the darkness give way over the hill
in front of me, so too did the birds begin singing to greet their new
day.
Slowly the
silhouette of hills gave way to the light rising over them. The
clouds, thin and dark contrasting the light coming underneath of them
in that wee early hour. Then not just an epiphany but an all over
deep understanding of why. Why I feel so closed off when the cold
strikes and I have to close the blinds and curtains, battening down
our hatches if you will against that cold winter air. “Yes,” I
thought to myself, “I feel more disconnected from nature and her
beings.” Inside me, my soul was delighting with the caw of the
crows, the tweets and full throated songs coming from all the littler
birds. I took joy in hearing the distant roosters crowing their
morning salutation.
We may think we live
on a blue ball in space, but the reality is we live with that blue
ball in space. Everything and everyone has a connection with it and
to it. Therefore, we have a connection with one another too.
Now as true light
appears giving the thin strip clouds their golden edges to the
beautiful blue-grey from their suspended place, I see the first of
the squirrels descending from their nests. Skittering over branches
that would make all but the bravest of tightrope walkers hesitant and
jealous. I could feel their eagerness to get down and begin their
morning for food and socializing. Their enthusiasm with the warmer
temperatures radiating from them.
No wonder I feel so
cut off when the extraordinary cold hit. But now I know I can hold
onto this moment to teach me that all I have to do is reach out past
the shuttered windows with my senses. Something I’d done earlier
in my life instinctively but now I can hold onto it with more
conscientious intention. This for me has been beautiful connection
and true magic in the morning.
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