Thursday, October 9, 2025

Well, I am a Medium, LOL


 

YOU'RE A MEDIUM!!!!!!!!!

It was in the most unlikely of places that all the pieces to the puzzle came together regarding all the things I'd felt, seen, heard all those years. This day I would learn many of the why's of what had I had worked to hide for most of my life. It was in a new friend's office in a very old building that the light finally turned on for me. Inwardly I was as calm as could be, however, I'll never forget that day I was both elated and mystified by the outcome of what was the turning point in my understanding and my life work.

Early one fall morning while I was still living in Knoxville's downtown historic district, I walked down to a very old and lovely brick Georgian style building where the small business administration offices were at the time. It was a lovely warm morning and a walk seemed more enjoyable than driving the half mile to the offices. Down the roads filled with all manner of antique homes I walked to my destination.

From the very time I had moved to the area I had been drawn to looking at that magnificent old building with it's brick exterior and white shutters like a moth to the flame. As I walked into it for the first time early that morning, a myriad of sensations happened. This was to be a very early morning meeting before most of the good folks working there came to the office. Immediately when I walked into the lower entrance and reception area I felt as if I were being greeted. As I walked into the elevator which was physically empty for all but myself in there I had a crowded feeling as if there were many people in there with me. When I reached the top floor, I walked through areas of cold and very warm energy dismissing this to the air systems in the building.

As I walked up the hall to my left for my meeting I looked behind me repeatedly because I felt as if someone was following me. The aroma of coffee was a lovely welcome to me as I found my way to the office. My meeting took place as planned with Jim and we discussed expanding and marketing my swimming pool business. I proceeded to fill out forms in the little alcove because no matter what you do it seems there is always a set of forms to fill out. I noticed the carpet was an interesting shade of grey blue as I finished and walked out.

After my meeting with Jim I had intended to drop by and see Bob a new friend whom I had met the week before at a business meet and greet type thing. My boyfriend at the time introduced us and we hit it off very well with synchronicities with regard to each of us having three daughters, food and a few things in common. I had known from what I sensed he could use a friend and ear so I went off down the hall to the main area to say hello.

Again I had the feelings of very cool areas as I walked down the hall into the main area. His door I found open but there was no one in the office, but there was a fresh cup of coffee on his desk. So I decided to get a cup of coffee as well and come back in a moment or two. Upon my return there was Bob, this big six foot five dark haired fellow that as I found out later had played college foot ball. He was all smiles and greeted me with his gracious southern manners.

We chatted about daughters, work, business and what we both had done in life thus far. Our conversation was lasting longer than I had originally intended. The energy in his office was different to say the least and I kept feeling as if there was something going on. He mentioned a few things and I went with my feelings to ask “Have you ever noticed anything strange about the energy in this building?” to which he replied a bit eagerly “What do you mean?”

There was something in his being that I knew I could trust him immediately with what I was about to say. He was acting like a giant little kid behind his business desk even with a suit and tie on. I began to tell him of the cold and warm spots and the feelings of being followed all through out the building. He said to me just then “Hold on a minute.” He proceeded to get up from his comfortable chair and walk over to the door, and closed it rather quickly. Sitting down again, noticing my watching him intently, he said “some folks around here won't like hearing what you have to say.” I understood what he meant and proceeded to explain my earlier experiences.

He asked me if I knew anything of the history of the building. I admitted to him that because I had been too busy in my life raising my girls and getting by, that history lessons on the area were greatly lacking. As he told me a bit of the building's history I interrupted him and said well that explains why that man is standing beside you then. He asked me point blank “What man?” Clearing my throat and feeling like I was treading on ice so very thin I was about to find myself over my head, I described this man to the best of my ability.

This strong character, with a grey uniform and gold epaulettes on the shoulders. He showed me a weary demeanor and was still standing strong. I detailed his face and hair white, with a goatee that somewhat made his face a bit pointed more than one would expect. Immediately, Bob became even more exited almost shouting “You can see the colonel! Oh my God you can see the Colonel!!!” This giant little kid emerged with so much excitement, which honestly wasn't anything I had experienced before when telling someone what I could see, shocked me. I was almost dumbstruck. Somebody was excited and happy I could do this. There wasn't time to process in my head his great joy in my revelation.

Bob started asking me many questions. “How long have I been able to do this?” “Do I do this often?” “What else can I pick up on?” and many more. The questions came so quickly I had to take a moment and a deep breath or two in order to reply. I told him that I'd always been able to do this and that it was something I didn't like to discuss because I'd grown up with such negatives about it that saying anything about my extended senses was honestly scary for me to say anything at all.

We talked about our upbringings and how he knew it was hard to come from this type of back ground and open mental doors we had been told not to in so many ways. We discussed the fear factor in some of our understand of how our religious upbringing had made us keep tabs on how we said things and to who we said them to.

Fear is a powerful base root emotion that can affect our entire energy system and being. With me, fear had been the major factor in keeping me quiet about my abilities and gifts until this point in my life. Very few whom I was close to knew I had any abilities. The extent of my abilities I had kept hidden better than the combination at Ft. Knox for most of my life... Even from me.

I met with Bob a few more times at the office when I had other meetings. Over the weeks he asked me if I he could reveal my little secret. At first I was exceptionally hesitant. This was something about me that until Bob had become my friend no one in my past liked. No one before had wanted to view this part of me positively. My abilities had always lead to so much difficulty in the past it took a lot for me to come forward enough for him to know, let alone those in the office he worked with daily.

This would be my next challenge opening the door a little further to the proverbial closet. How far would I walk through it would take years. Like with most things in our lives, it's often the little steps that make the big leaps.





Sunday, September 21, 2025

HAPPY SELF AND SOUL CARE SUNDAY….It's something only you can do for you......

 


HAPPY SELF AND SOUL CARE SUNDAY….

Yesterday I wrote about the energies that may be affecting your daily routine. Our world as such doesn’t really believe or understand these energies yet/again. It’s often thought of as piffle or pseudo-science. We can say that this is just the latest thing that has to be re-established in our world just like germ theory in the 1800’s and even the power of electricity in the early 1900’s.

My point is that your energy needs care. Just like a plant or garden need care and attention, you do too. You need fresh air, food, water, and more – your fertilizer which is your self care. It doesn’t matter if it’s books, drawing, painting, dance, bowling, dominoes or jigsaw puzzles just as long as your self care you do often and regularly.

You do for everyone around you more than likely. That’s how we’re taught. The other side of that coin is that you are being selfish if you care for yourself! You are neglecting others if you care for you. Over 20 years ago I suffered a significant breakdown because I followed the old formula of others. I’ve watched many women and some men give and give and give until they give out. It’s what’s been taught to them. Many of us have followed that lead.

Today and every day I hope you take a few minutes to hours for filling you and your energy up. Recently I’ve had another friend to die too young. Over the last several years, I’ve had so many friends and relations to pass over. I still remember the day they told me my brother Billy had died of a heart attack at 50 as he was riding his motorcycle home.

Taking time for you to exercise, play a few hands of cards, dance to old tunes you love, or paint a picture isn’t selfish. It’s taking care of you!

We only have so many rounds we get to go on this blue ball as the person we are now. Take some time for you to enjoy it. Play like a little kid if that makes you feel good. I was in my mid 40’s and went upside down on the bar when my girls and I were walking.

KEEP moving. The body needs it and our hearts are lightened by it too.

One of my favorite things is the 5:30 Waltz on the Classical Station. From another life and lifetime, I do love a good waltz to this day. Whether I’m driving or at home, I enjoy listening to that daily waltz. Sometimes one of my favourites plays which is an added bonus.

Okay, that’s enough for today now we can fill our cups….Enjoy!!!!!


Saturday, September 20, 2025

HAPPY SENSING SATURDAY - These energies aren't easy, time to take care of you!


 

HAPPY SENSING SATURDAY!!!!

Usually we have “signs Saturday” but this week we’re going with “Sensing” because of the energies being so frenetic, fear-filled, and in general fukakta all around.

Today I want to help those of you that will see these posts and this blog to limit even just a little, the affects of this energy flowing around us. As you may know by now I’m not the airy fairy kind of Medium. I feel we need real help world wide because fear and lower emotions spread easily than many of us would think.

They also are not unified in how they affect someone.

How do you know it’s possibly affecting you? Similarly to how a loved one or work friend can influence your energy. Your energy shifts and you become cranky or agitated. You could also become sad, have brain fog, or focus is fading in and out. Sound familiar?

Throw in our solar eclipse on Sunday playing tag with the New Moon the same day, which precedes and plays tag with the Equinox on the 22nd! Monday ought to be interesting for many folks. That being said, you can mitigate some of the effects.

Five ways (you don’t need ALL of them!) the affects.

1> Your mood is changing rapidly at times. You shift too easily into fear or anger, or both.

2> You cannot concentrate and can too often repeat steps and more.

3> You feel flighty headed, it takes almost all your effort to get you into gear with any task.

4> Angry, while there’s a lot for us to be upset about, you feel so angry so often.

5> No energy, and I mean your energy to do much is a push all day every day lately.


Some of these go right along with other energy symptoms, what I’m talking about is these are sudden onset and leave suddenly too!

Yesterday I had a wave, literally I could feel a wave of energy coming through and it was as though all my focus and concentration went out the bloomin’ window! I couldn’t focus on anything to do with work or even getting some things to storage!

What did I do? Once I realized what the bleep was going on, I grounded my energy by cleaning my little lounge area. I pushed my focus into getting all the peripheral packing things away, cleaning and organizing the whole room. It’s real and it does affect those of us that are sensitive. It varies on how strong the reaction but it’s still THERE!

So there are two points there, A – I discerned and figured out what was coming AT ME...that energy wave which cut it’s power to me way down. Then B- I did what I could to ground my energy as best as I could on an 87 degree day. You can actively use the energies that are hitting – and they do come in waves at times – to help you get things sorted. No, I’m not kidding!

There’s a lot I have on my plate currently. Most of us have a lot on our plates. These energies haven’t much to do with our individual situations. It CAN exacerbate how we feel about them. It can heighten our fears, anger and overall energy for things we need to do.

A good example from my world, is that for three days I’ve INTENDED to put things in my storage. However, my focus has been off, way off, for two of those days. Let’s hope it gets better later today… Usually my reactions are a couple of days prior to most other people’s sensing this energy.

When you have the opportunity to put all of these points together. For FB I’ll post the link to the totality of this article.

Now for the hard part. Hopefully you will read the full of things with the link I post later today or tomorrow. Fear and anger are two base energies that we are instinctively able to sense. You don’t have to be a professional anything to sense those. Either or both of these emotions are easily transmitted and felt by others. Think of the grocery store and every body in line within a short period of time! That’s not just coincidence.

The way the energy might work is that fears don’t just come the same to each of us. Your kids can be afraid of a big blue monster pillow and your fears might be getting enough food on the table for the week. Maybe it’s housing payments for your spouse or parents. It could be anything and it will hit your fear spots and theirs. Learn it, know it, shield the shit out of everyone and everything in your home. Turn off the TV and keep going with self protection, like shielding and grounding like I did by simply making myself focus on task at hand.

The biggest help is prayer. Prayer to your Angels, Guides, God, the Archangels and keep doing it. Prayers for your family, fur kids and yourself don’t forget you. Much more help than you realize can come from the Spirit Realm and all that Love will help. Anytime you feel off or something difficult just start out a prayer and keep going. Keep faith thriving for you and your loved ones <3

These types of events are not going to stop. The energy is going to be difficult for some time to come. It is my hope and more that you understand this is happening, you can do things to mitigate it for yourself and you do have the power to do so…

Friday, September 12, 2025

HAPPY FEELING FRIDAY!!!! - Clearing your energy....

 


HAPPY FEELING FRIDAY.

Part of me can’t believe I’ve written that down. It’s because the last few weeks have been ROUGH or RUFF depending on how you want to think of it.

To a few folks I’ve tried to joke about these weeks sounding like a Blues song. It’s not a joke however as so much has happened. Therefore I need to go clear some energy and BE for a while.

Yesterday’s energy between the shooting in Colorado, the murder in Utah, and the 9/11 remembrance, that energy was really hard and harsh to deal with. The other events forthcoming too were part of the horrible energy cocktail!

Today I want to encourage you to find the things that bring you a bit of happiness if not joy. Last night I sat down with a ridiculous and perfect colouring book my oldest daughter gave me two years ago with Cat Butts. Yes, Cat Butts in all sorts of designs and intricate details. It helped me bring that energy down.

Today is a day to actively work it out, because I can’t sit in a hot bathtub for 5 hours as much as I would love to do just that. There’s more to working through it than would appear on the surface for some and yet for others it’s a bit easier. We are all different and unique in many ways.

Today I hope to do a really good energy clearing on myself. It’s overdue and much needed. Energy clearings can do wonders to remove and realign your whole body and energy systems.

Just like we know plants and flowers are healthy with their vibrant colours, so too we have energy colours that show or feel dull if our energy is off.

You and your energy are not separate. You might feel that way because it’s something few of us were taught. It’s not just a cup of coffee in the morning kind of thing. Energy drinks will not fix this kind of energy need. This is the real deal and what our culture of quick and easy doesn’t understand.

Do you feel like you need to sit in the open and breathe in nature? That’s a sign you are clearing your energy. Have you felt overwhelmed with everything but better when you are out walking or even just sitting on your balcony or porch for a few minutes? That’s also part of knowing you need an “energy detox.”

Find a method good for you. That’s all that counts. Personally I feel that we can even combine methods. If you want Angelic help and also crystal assistance do that! Your past lives and intuition are probably guiding you to do just that!

You have to discern what does and doesn’t work for you in this. That makes an incredible difference.


Wednesday, July 30, 2025

HAPPY WONDERFUL AND WEIRD WEDNESDAY!!! - Empath Style!!!!!!!


 HAPPY WONDERFUL AND WEIRD WEDNESDAY!!!

Emotions are such a tricky topic, let alone empathy! Do you really have the ability, empathy, to feel real emotions from people, fur kids, buildings, furniture and more???

Oh yes you do!!!!

There are some wonderful, funny and weird things that can happen with this clairsentient/clear feeling/empathic world of ours. Clear feeling isn’t just emotions at the moment, it’s a whole lot more! Your feeling abilities can be much more than what is usually just explained on the surface!

You might look at someone you’re picking some weird emotional vibes from and go, wait a minute what they bleep is this? Then you realize it’s just perimenopause and menopause going rounds within this poor woman. Potatoe chips, chocolate and a good bottle of wine are now on her gift list and she might get them this week!

What people don’t’ realize is that we are ALL sending emotional energy every minute of every day! Then add the imprints of not just our bums in the furniture but our emotions too! Rooms, oh yes, even entire buildings! Emotions are strong energy. If they weren’t,why would there be so much emphasis world wide of controlling them!???!!!

So, not only do you have this really wonderful antennae to pick up emotional energy, you also have everyone and pretty much everything broadcasting emotional shite around you 24/7. It doesn’t even have to be your friends and relations, it can be the neighbors next door, the plants in your garden or birds in the air!

Depending on how sensitive you are it is pretty much everywhere and everything. One of the keys is depending upon your sensitivity levels. Be careful what you wish for!!!!

Yonks years ago my daughters and I lived in a wonderful old Victorian home. Untrained in energy self care I would pick up the fight energy of our neighbors next door. Two University professors who could make a cat fight look calm! My youngest daughter used to tell me Momma you’re all spikey! They must be fighting again! That reminder made the “click” of recognition into discernment and it would go away, slowly but it did go!

Imagine being thousands of miles from your spouse or partner and knowing they are soooo angry. Michael was on a business trip, we’d not been living together long although we’d been together for over 2 years. That business trip had him and his boss at the time half way round the globe! Yet when I “put out my feelers” as to why I was so angry, it came back to him.

To me that’s still something pretty amazing!

In my old neighborhood there were the well kept gardens of yester-year. They were now no longer as grand or tamed as it once was over half a century before. There was however a plethora of LOVE sprouting from every tiny bud about to blossom. It was amazing to feel those buds to the ready and of the plant a very similar LOVE as I feel when I now communicate with those on the other side. To me it was so wonderful and a huge plus to these amazing abilities we carry!

What about picking up emotional energy from things like furniture, books, clothes, or any other inanimate object?

Those things are possible too!

Have you moved into a home and felt the heaviness? Have you felt it light and happy? What about gran’s old clock, cookbook or something? Always ask yourself how does it feel?

When I was a kid my mother started collecting religious statues. They were gross ones because there’s nothing like a bleeding heart, rigs or other fluids flowing from a statue in your living room! Used and from estate and yard sales, they would be shelved in our lounge/living room! OY! The fear energy those things carried made me not want to be in there without my parents. Something that didn’t happen until those statues rose to a certain number. EWWWW

One of the awesome things our abilities give us as we go about our days is the ability to KNOW we can send LOVE. We can use our knowledge to send good energy out where needed. This is the basis of the evening prayer calls I set nightly. Sending Loving Compassionate Energy is something that can grow in amazing ways and works far more than one or two sending when we do. We just need to use a focal point.   


 

Monday, July 21, 2025

HAPPY SOULFUL AND SOUL CARE SUNDAY!!!!!!


 HAPPY SOULFUL AND SOUL CARE SUNDAY!!!!!!

We’re in our first Mercury RX Soul Care & Soul Filling Sunday, so remember if things come up for you, let that shit go! In that I am quite sincere because something came up for me today, and very early.

Today marks the first year anniversary of the passing of my adopted mum. Let’s just say I let go and I know she can hear me. Both salvos were let off multiple moments!

Now I feel a bit better.

This is just one tiny facet of things you may feel popping up for you over the next few weeks.

One more point my Guides and Angels want me to share is what is the one more step you need to take if you have one? What do you need to do for you that you aren’t doing as much/well/often and you could benefit from it?

I know what mine is!!!! (or are!!) Think about it for you!!!!!!

Card time!!!!!! There were NO jumpers this week! They were flowing really well once I set the intentions here.

There isn’t a little video this time because I need to have my inside Air Conditioning running and the noise is too much for the little camera.

These cards are from Denise Linn’s Gateway Oracle Card Deck.

They all have points of New Beginnings and Personal Power

“Giving Birth” – Again these are from Denise Linn’s “Gateway” Oracle Card Deck – Now 30 years ago this card would have had me worrying about a new arrival. Now however, not only am I too old, I know that this card signifies New Beginnings and often Ideas and Happenings. This isn’t a time to be anxious and go into “What if” mode. It’s time for Gratitude and knowing what you want to go forward has the perfect timing to come through NOW!

Speaking into being comes to mind with this next Card “Communicating Freely.” Notice the images are lovely and peaceful with nothing harsh. When we speak we bring things forward. We also need to keep in mind that speaking from the depths of ourselves brings things forward as much as it can release from the past. Speaking with care from deep within ourselves can bring forward far more than we might think.

The third card is really interesting to me. “Breaking Barriers” shows us light pouring in as this one greened beautiful new stem comes forward from the brambles!!! That ONE green leafy area from everything else being thorned and spiky. What are the self imposed barriers or ones adopted from others that you need to release and let yourself be? Where in your life do you need to move forward having dropped those barriers? Whatever has been holding you back get rid of it NOW! LET IT GO!!!!! I’m sure some Mercury Rx energy will help out with this one!!!!

As I wrote this and looked at the card I heard the “old” song “I’m coming out!” I don’t remember who it was singing it, but… I hear it all the same!

Our final card for the day from Denise Linn’s “Gateway Oracle Cards” is “Coming into Power” and this card Means what it says. It’s time to step into your own power. This card too speaks of letting go of any old barriers and beliefs that have been holding you back. You are ready to step into your own power and just as the light is beaming onto the lady in the card, you are ready to beam too! Your waiting time is done. The last wee bits of outer shell/barrier/biding is ready to go! One good kick and it’s gone!

Step into being the you that is so vitally needed and now!


 

Monday, July 14, 2025

HAPPY MAGICAL MEDIUMSHIP MONDAY!!! It's All Energy!!!!!!!

 

HAPPY MAGICAL MEDIUMSHIP MONDAY!!!!!!!

Mediumship is only part of what I do in life. Yet it’s the title and moniker that I often put on because it’s easier for people in general to understand.

What exactly is a “Medium?” What do Mediums do and how?

Well, I’m not a small, not a large…. I’m a Medium, LOL!

Just for the record, I’ve set this page up for those of you who want to learn things about mediumship, energy, and a whole lot more. Yes, I do readings as well as energy clearings. There are a lot of ways of contact me for my services. Here however is for those who want to understand the phenomenon of one’s intuition and a whole lot more.

There’s so much more to this world and Mediumship is just a small portion of it.

It’s all Energy.

People in the Spirit world are ENERGY. What exact form of energy is superfluous to this today. They are energy and Mediums connect with and understand (with training overall) their energy.

The best way I’ve ever read or heard about the connection of energy between the medium, sitter and spirit is that we Mediums turn our energy up and the Spirit person brings their energy down a bit. We connect and what to me is still Magic happens.

What makes that connection possible? The strongest and most amazing of energies…. LOVE. There is the energy that makes so much possible. LOVE. They LOVE you in a deep and broad way that isn’t easily definable from a human standpoint. The love we share in this earthly life goes on and is the HOW and WHY this is possible…. That’s Magic!

If you haven’t had success in a reading or signs or anything we deem the usual ADC. It’s not because they don’t love you. There are many reasons why it may take a while. Our own grief and hurt are the biggest ones. Often they want to wait until we’ve gone through the biggest part of all of it in order to be able to understand what they are relaying. There are times they have things they want to work out in the Spirit world too!

Keep the faith because they will come through at some point. Remember, it’s all Love...